friendly reminder...

the step out walk for diabetes is THIS SATURDAY! if you want to donate, now is the time. go to my step out website for more details. link is on the right side of the blog.

november 21st!!!

i just watched the newest trailer for twilight, and i totally squee'd out loud. if you are at all into the books or excited about the movie, you MUST watch this...

http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=44287812

work update...

didn't get the promotion. i'm okay with it...just don't really want to talk about it.

i've been spammed!

my yahoo! email is almost dead to me. i checked my account this morning, and there were over 30 messages in my inbox. maybe 3 of them were non-spam. that's crazy. i may be switching to my never used gmail account soon.

gah. stupid spammers.

life, pt. 2

wow. soooooo much going on. so much going on that i'm not even going to get into it. i'm so stressed out that all i seem to do when i'm home is sleep, eat, and lay in bed with the laptop on my lap.

ugh. life is never going to be the same.

my new project

so, thanks to ehiwv, i have found an awesome new project. project 365. the idea is to take a picture of your life every day for 365 days. someone new that you've just met, someone you already know and love, yourself, something that made you smile, something you decided to try that was new.

today is a good day to start. october 1st.

here's to my new journey :)

open letter...

dear VS client (especially the one's who shop for pink panties),

must you really make a mess of my panty bar? when you walk up, it is immaculate. it is possible to pull out a pair of panties, or even search for your size, without making a total mess. i can show you how. it isn't difficult. and please, please, PLEASE do not stand right next to me, giggling and saying apologetically, "i'm trying not to make a complete mess, tee hee!" all the while tearing up my panties. no. you're not trying. you're only saying that because i'm standing right next to you.

i don't come over to your house and make a mess, do i? no. nor would i ever. please don't do the same at mine.

thank you,
disgruntled VS employee

LIFE

does anyone ever get overwhelmed with life? i do. all of the time. hubs and i...we're not doing so well. no, not in that way. as far as being married, we're fine. but, we're struggling. we have a lot of debt. credit card payments are coming out of our asses. my credit is terrible. i made a lot of bad decisions years ago when i was with a guy, and i lived way outside of my means. we're doing a lot of that now...living outside our means. and that isn't even saying much. we don't buy extravagant things (except for hubs bringing home an xbox the other day...still not happy about that one)...we rent...we bought a new car this year, but because it was a neccessity (we only had one)...but yet, we're still barely above the water. we both work hard, but since neither of us are college graduates, we don't make nearly enough. technically, we are barely, if at all, above the poverty level. i don't know what to do to pull us out of this.

sorry for the downcast feeling in tonight's post, i just had to get some things off my shoulders. we'll get through this right? eventually we'll be able to afford to live...in our own home with children...right?

anyone else ever felt like they were in a hole, and just couldn't climb out?